So Many Opinions

October is quickly approaching and I feel very unprepared. This baby is going to depend on Brian and I for everything from food, to sleep, to her name, bath time and I am just not ready.

Brian and I knew that we wanted to name this little one Kate from the time we knew we were having a girl. It was the only name that Brian and I liked together. We didn't want Kathryn, Kaitlyn, Katie, but we wanted Kate. Now we have to come up with a middle name. Brian and I like Mae, Kate Mae, but we have been getting some harassment from my parents, especially my Father. For example,"Kate Mae do this, or Kate Mae not do that." We have tried other middle names, but we like Mae.

Then, I have struggled with finding the right crib and the bedding. I know that Kate won't care what her crib looks like or what color her bedding is, but I care. The crib has to last a long time, match with other furniture, not be too girlie or to boyish but be just right. I think that I have found a crib. I like the dark color and the reviews say that the bed is sturdy. However, my mom says, "It looks like a circus cart." Oh boy, here comes the opinions. (If you notice Brian's family have not expressed any opinion, just my outspoken family.) Now comes the problem with the bedding. I am not a baby pink fan so the pastel pinks are definitely out of the question for any bedding or any decorations in the room. There is not much out there in the world of bedding that I would consider "fun". I selected a bedding from Target that has bright colors; red, blue, yellow and lime green. I love lime green, but supposedly it is not girlie enough for some people. What is the problem here people? It's just bedding.

The next decision with lots of input is whether to breast feed or bottle feed. St. Mary's, the hospital where I will be delivering, is all about breast milk and I think has convinced me that I need that "bonding" with my child. However, Brian can't help with the night time feedings and I am not so sure how I feel about that. I think I will try breast feeding for the "bonding" and the price but if that fails, I am grateful for other options.

I think that is mostly what I am worried about in regards to Kate coming, not to mention we are still looking to buy our first home, but I know things will work out for the best and if all else fails, she can sleep at Grannie Annie's.

Just The Two of Us!

One of the most amazing things about having a baby is that Brian and I will walk into the hospital as husband and wife, a family of two, and leave as a family of three. I find it so amazing that this little child has been growing and developing by her own will, then after a few hours of pain, I will become a mother, Brian a father and this little baby will depend solely on us.

Before we become a family of three, I wanted to take some pictures of the two of us, to remember the days when life was, "Hey, Courtney, I am picking you up in two minutes, be ready to go!" and changing to, "Where are the diapers, the baby needs a change of clothes, where's the pacifier, do we have everything we need?

I also wanted to have some pictures to show my brother Jason, who is serving a mission in Argentina, that I really was pregnant while he was away and yes Jason, I am having only one child.

Goodbye My Brother . . . Goodbye My Friend . . .

I haved loved living so close to my family this year. While Brian and I lived in Provo,UT, we got see see our families every couple of months. Now living in California we see our families multiple times a month. When we moved last summer, I was excited to be able to spend more time with my youngest brother Brian. Brian (husband) and I have gotten to share many outings with Brian (bro) this past year. The three of us have gone out to dinners, gone to Disneyland, gone shopping, played video games, and had many more outings. We have also been a part of Brian's (bro) prom night, band performances, graduation and other school activities. Now that Brian (bro) is going to Brigham Young University, I will surely miss him. On Thursday I had the opportunity to meet my mom and Brian (bro) at Victoria Gardens for lunch. We had fun walking around and talking about Brian's (bro) upcoming plans to move to BYU. Both Brian (husband) and I are proud of Brian (bro) and his choices to go to BYU. Brian (bro) will be studying Political Science and will a part of the BYU marching band. I know that Brian (bro) and I will keep in touch, but I am sad he will miss the birth of his niece in the coming weeks. I will also miss playing the Wii with him and joking about my mother's funny quirks. Brian (bro) will have fun during his freshman year and I wish him the best of luck.

Ultrasound Photos

Brian and I were so excited to finally get some pictures of our daughter, however sometimes you have to squint to see what is really there. Kate is in the middle of the picture and is peeking out of her little space. You can see her nose and one of her eyes. I think she looks so peaceful.


I was with my friend Elaina when this picture was taken. Elaina thought this was the cutest picture and I have to agree. Kate was facing my back and would not show us her face. Then all of the sudden, she peeked out and kissed the screen. I think she has her fathers lips. Can you see them?


Here are Kate's legs. The miracle of life is amazing. I am grateful that she has two legs, two feet and 10 little toes.


Here is Kate's profile. On the far left of the picture is her forehead then her nose and lips. I love this picture. Hopefully she sleeps this well when she is born.

A Reason to Blog

Hi family and friends. As we grow up and families and friends move all over the country I want to be able to stay in touch in a fun way. To catch you up to date, Brian and I have been married for four years. We moved to Apple Valley, CA in June of 2007. We are currently looking for a home for our growing family. I am due in October with a little girl we would like to call Kate. Brian is working in a neighboring city, Adelanto, with the family business. He enjoys designing trailers and working with metal. Last year I taught High School Math at Hesperia High School, however, I am now fortunate enough to stay home, prepare for Kate, and be a MOM. I am very excited to bring this little girl into the world and to be a mom. I will try to put some ultrasound pictures as soon as Brian converts them to .jpeg files. I hope all is well with everyone.